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Saturday, February 5th, 2005
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4:18 pm - im excited!
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Well before i get into the exciting news i have to say : Matt, that personality dissorder thing is so way off its not even funny. like they have some of the defintions of the disorder really really wrong. so dont worry about it. lol
But anyway, i got my Prom dress today!!!!!! A bit early, i know, but i didnt plan on it. I wanted to show my mom the one i liked and i ended up finding one that was absolutely perfect. but now i have to wait 5,000 years to wear it. And i better have a prom date or ill be pissed. lol
But i just felt like updating for some reason, so here we are.
current mood:  excited
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| Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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5:11 pm - hey kids
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Well, i got a new cd, finally. i havent had any new music in an averaged 4.5 years. One of the best cds ever. Sorry i havent written in a while.
" You keep cryin cryin cryin til you cannot see at all
You keep cryin cryin cryin til you cannot breathe at all "
" This may never start
We could fall apart
And not be a memory "
" Can't do this anymore
Wont feel you anymore "
" Can't see you anymore
Won't feel you anymore
How long ill stay just to say goodbye "
"All i can taste is champagne
When it hits the brain like cocaine
Im spinning around and round
I can't get up without your help
I've fallen down "
" Love is like novicane
And it leaves a little stain
The beauty in all this pain
Is i can't i get away from you "
" Everybody's watchin you
Breathing in your every move.
Look around when the world is empty,
Look around if you're guilty "
" Look around if you ever miss me,
Look around cuz it kills me.
It's over. Theres nothing you can do,
Theres nothing you can say, to keep me here.
It's over. You say we're just friends. We're playing pretend
To keep me here
Every night i lay in bed,
I think about the things you said.
Look around im the one, your only.
Look around it still kills me
Everybody's watching you
and counting down your every move.
Look around when your heart beats empty
Look around if its guilty "
" Keep your head up
Your colors are beautiful
When they say give up
Turn up your radio "
" Hey, I want to crawl out of my skin
Apologize for all my sins
All the things i should i have said, to you "
" Counting stars, wishing i was ok
Crashing down was my biggest mistake.
I never ever ment to hurt you,
I only did what i had to.
Counting stars again "
" IF the medication works
Could i be the way i was?
In control.
Nobody can save me, Nobody can save me
Nobody can say what i'll do if im alone "
Just a few of my favorites. You kids have a good day.
current mood:  indifferent
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| Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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9:25 pm - Long time no...type?
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Well, i havent written anything in a while,so here i is. School has
been quite busy and im already sick of all this bloody hw. But it's junior
year. And oh my God i have pins and needles in my foot! Ow ow ow!!!! But
anyway, i want to take a bunch more pictures with the group before Matt goes
back to his little College. So if i forget, slap me. Don't say anything, just
slap me. But not too hard. And Matt, i want to be able to put different
pictures into this thing but naturally i don't know how. So please, give me
guidence. Anyway, i must be on my merry little way
Ta
current mood: content
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| Sunday, November 7th, 2004
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7:13 pm - oh you just wait!
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JaimieTwa321: the average blue whale produces over 400 gallons of sperm when it ejaculates, but only 10% of that actually makes it into his mate. So 360 gallons are spilled into the ocean everytime one unloads, and you wonder why the ocean is so salty...
JaimieTwa321: thought you should know
AM Number2: nice
AM Number2: mmmm mmmmm good
JaimieTwa321: tell me about it!
JaimieTwa321: all that protein!
JaimieTwa321: so maybe thats not all sand in your bathingsuit trunks
current mood:  amused
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| Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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10:01 pm - Im Sorry Everbody
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Once again, and im not sure exactly how, but i have caused more arguments within the group. I knew as soon as i opened my mouth i shoudlnt have. And whatever i said, i said really wrong. And im sorry. I didnt want to make people fight i never want to make people fight its what i have been avoiding my whole life but i really suck at it and im really sorry. I blew things out of proportion, put words in peoples mouths, and did everything else that would make any situation bad.
Im sorry
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| Friday, October 22nd, 2004
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10:27 pm - Oh Boy
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Geeze things are bad. My good friend Ryan Farmer isnt doing well. We just started talking to each other a lot again and hanging out then he comes into school sick a couple days ago. You could tell he wasnt feeling well. He didnt want to go home but i bugged him and i like to think i helped a little. When he got home he went to the doctor who said he was ok and senthim home. Then he went to the hospital and they had to do emergency surgery on him so he wouldnt die. It was his appendix. His mom called me and tolled me all this. So i gave him a call while he was in the hospital but i didnt keep the boy long. Then i tlaked to him today and i was supposed to go over his house tomarrow and hang out / take care of him a bit. Then when i got home from work he had left a message on my machine saying (in a very weak voice) that he is back in the hospital so i cant come over tomarrow. I am so bloody scared. It really kills me to think that the only thing i can do to help is pray. What if something went wrong in sugery? Plus, i still hate my sister. and when i say hate i mean dislike greatly. I havent talked to her and my brother in so long. I miss Ryan (my brother Ryan). I keep getting paranoid that he kinda hates me. I think Rachel may have said something. But that could be anover reaction. Then again it wouldnt be the 1st time shes screwed me over. It just hurts me so much to think that after all ive done for her, this is the kind of stuff she pulls. Know what makes this 10 times worse. I dont have John. I would be so much better with him. Why did he have to leave when i needed him the most. He is the only person who has really ever understood me. Im afraid im gonna go back to the way i was, and i really dont want to. I have been so mently and physically drained. I havent had color in my face for a couple weeks now. I have been like really pale.I need a break from life.
current mood:  depressed
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| Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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5:52 pm - Oh Boy
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Why do i have an idiot for a sister? And i mean that. She has got to be the most immature, irresponsible, el stupedo i have ever known. She just never thinks about anything she does or the effect it will have on anyone else. I dont know if i can ever really like her again. Unfortunately that whole loving thing is required. I dont know what to do anymore. Everything is falling apart because i had to do her a favor. So i believe the lesson in this is: Dont be nice to anyone. Be selfish and only think about yourselves. Yes, i think thats a goodway to live life. But, other than that. Im bloody happy and all is well. Got a new cell phone, with a super ring tone. And i have an A in french. What more could a gal want. Besides maybe some flannel.
P.S. Me and Mitchell almost died. My reaction to that? "Oh Boy"
current mood:  stressed
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| Monday, October 4th, 2004
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3:20 pm - Lets see if i do this right. shouldnt be difficult but, its me.
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well, i have a live journal so i should probably use it (not that it was my idea MATT!). So lets see whats being goin on lately. I had my 1st road lesson. All went well, no 1 killed or severly injured. I got my MCAS scores and im really happy with them. I even beat Nate in English!!!! But unfortunately things have gotten fairly unpleasent lately due to family drama. thats poops. and i suppose that'll be all for now
NEWSPAPER!!!!
current mood:  distressed
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| Monday, September 20th, 2004
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5:42 pm - WORK
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5:33 pm - Testing
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